Birthday

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Birthday

I just turned 40. So far I have to say it’s the best age I have even had. I have no idea how 50 will feel but so far the further the better. And I am sure when I am 100 years old I will say the same thing somehow.

What I feel is that I made the full circle. Or may be the spiral. I came back from being all natural to again wearing high heels, silky tight outfits, stockings, red nails and red lipstick and I do feel like a goddess as a result of this. Quite unexpectedly I have to say. And I am amazed how life constantly flows and changes, and how I flow and change with it.

My friend asked me on the day of my birthday: “ how do you feel?” And I told her I feel quite confused – I have no idea what is right and what is wrong anymore, how things are supposed to be and I have zero understanding of relationships and how they work. Really. No f*cking idea. Sometimes when people do certain things I go blank. I internally go through the process of feeling like I need to object or express my truth to just letting the others be as they are in their total expression and honestly, I have no idea anymore whether that expression is right or not. It’s just what it is.

My friend told me: “wow, this is the best place to be as where there is confusion, there is no control, and it’s perfect”. I am so grateful for your words, my amazing @birutebartkute, they made me suddenly see the gift in this confused state of mine.

I had the best birthday ever. Had lots of wine, laughed with friends, had French food at magical Piquenique32 , killed my feet with stilettos and danced swing with so many gentlemen at The Ned London. Looking forward to the next decade!

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Lera Mimizu

Founder at T-Lovers
Lera is a a tea expert and a professional, who in search for The Way of Tea travelled all over the world and studied with tea masters both in London and in China. She is a tea meditator and inspirator, as she calls herself. She guides historical and tasting tea tours, leads tea meditations and ceremonies, and writes about tea and its rich, deep side. On her tours you will get the whole experience, learning about all sides of tea!

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